I am down another 2 lbs this week. I am okay with that. Hoping that peak week drops me enough to make me feel more than okay with that! I can't believe its almost here. You know that feeling where you just can't really "picture" the day? Like for most people its probably their wedding day... not mine... it was in the courthouse... there was nothing fancy about it... a few family members and a best friend... but for most people... the anticipation for the day I would IMAGINE was unimaginable. That is how this feels. I can't even imagine walking on stage, seems crazy to me! I never can imagine it and than when its over its like "WHOA... I really just did that...." its over so fast! Blink of an eye. Like a dream. Maybe that is what keeps me wanting to do it. The adrenaline, the excitement, the anticipation, the prep, the torture, the "I will kill you if you eat that cookie in front of me"... all of it... simply indescribable!
I am ready.
I can do this.
I will not fall.
I will get that sandwich.
And that cookie.
In one week.
That... makes me happy! :) Happy Saturday!
Horray! Today is pretty much over so that means less than a week now :) Cant wait to come see the show and cheer you on. Then...be jealous of you when you eat that sandwich-but even more so, the cookie! You got this!
ReplyDeleteYou are so close. I can't wait to hear about how the show goes next week.
ReplyDeleteI was also married in the courthouse but I have a feeling once I hit the stage I will have the same feelings you do.