Just a little update... after MUCH thought I have decided to wait and compete in either April or June. There has been so much going on in my own head, and I am working on getting that all sorted out. Its a process. One that I will probably never speak of openly because well... lets face it there has to be SOME things that are kept private, right?!? This is one of those things that I need to keep private. But it is something that hopefully one day I will be able to look back on and laugh instead of cry. I want to feel like this girl again.
So, back to the drawing board. I am still working my bootay off (hopefully, ha ha ha). I plan to finish Insanity and possibly even hit it up for a second round, along with starting on phase 2 of the trainer, and continuing onto phase 3. Lots of exciting things, lots of hard work, and hopefully at the end of all of this another pretty lady to adorn my shelf!
And get to spend some more time with some of these beautiful women!
WIN/WIN!
Sending big hugs & lots of love to you!!! Whatever you're going through, know that I'm supporting you from AZ :)
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You gotta do what you gotta do! I think this is a good choice.
ReplyDeleteThe stage will always be there. You have to choose what's best for you xx
ReplyDeleteSending you hugs and love as well! Hang in there and like Tara said, the stage will always be there for you.
ReplyDeleteagree with all the rest here!
ReplyDeleteshows will always be there,waiting when you are ready!
sending big bellied hugs your way!!!
It is so important that you take care of YOU! Yup, there is always a stage for you to kick arse on, but there is only one you. The mental game is the hardest part for sure. Get some fabulous women around you and share the load with them; don't do it alone!
ReplyDeleteI am so excited to hear that you are listening to your inner voice and putting a hold on this. I agree with the other commenters - it's always there when you're ready :D xo
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