PHEW!!!!!

My plan of getting pictures taken this weekend didn't happen.  I do have a good reason though.  I weighed in and was down 2 pounds... YAY, then the next day up 4... WHAT?!? On top of that I have been nauseous for days, tired (exhausted), bloated, crampy, GRUMPIER than anyone should ever be allowed to be (sorry family), emotional, and extremely clumsy.  I knocked down a banana display at the grocery store, still don't have a clue how or what happened and while trying to fix my mess just kept making it worse, then I immediately dropped my wallet at the checkout stand where money, cards, coins just went flying everywhere.  That was almost enough to bring me to tears.  I started doubting myself for the first time in this whole process.  Feeling very unprepared and so not ready to be on stage in 4 weeks.  So I did what anyone in my shoes would have done, I took a pregnancy test. Yes I did... and guess what?!?!?!?!

It was NEGATIVE.  Ha ha.  PHEW!  I have to admit I was a little nervous for a minute.  Then guess what happened... the very next day I started my period.  EARLY.  That explains a few things.  So... I will likely take some photos tonight.  I will have them up this week sometime.  I promise.  Now that I have shared way too much information I will leave you with these....