Monday, September 12, 2011

Psyched Out!

Competing isn't all glamorous. What? It's NOT!

There is SO much that goes into it, stuff that most people probably don't even realize. When I am getting ready to compete I always hit this wall at about 2 1/2 weeks out, its when all I can think about is the poses, the stage presence, the walk, the shoes, FALLING, the suit, the tan, THE COMPETITION. I get myself so psyched out that I get close to talking myself out of doing the show. I do this EVERY. SINGLE. TIME! I worry so much about who I might have to stand on that stage next to and then I get really insecure. I don't sleep because the second I lay down I am posing in my head, walking, smiling at the judges, suck in your gut, stick your butt out! ACK! I swear one of these nights my husband will wake up to me smiling my brains out and posing in my sleep.

It takes over my mind. Last week I hit this wall. Wednesday I had myself talked out of it. I can just wait until October I kept telling myself. Give myself an extra two weeks. I felt bloated, pasty, and not at all, not even CLOSE to stage ready. That night I had this seminar that I was going to. It was a posing/competition seminar and it really helped me to just get out of this funk I was in. Seeing some other competitors, talking with them, realizing that we ALL were feeling the same made me feel more "normal" I guess. Friday I had a private posing session with Sandy Hancock. She is incredible. She is beautiful. Anyway, she really really helped me to figure out what looked natural for ME, not what everyone else would do but what I looked good doing. We figured out a posing "routine" and she was so sweet and complimentary and just really made me feel like I can do this. She made me feel ready! Gads, I hope I am ready! LOL!

Registration has been mailed. YIKES. I am two weeks out and scared out of my mind but so excited at the same time! Anyway, here is a little checklist of what I do to prepare for a comp. Just to give you an idea of what it really entails and what you will want to take with you to the show!

  • You need a bikini, very important :)
  • Tanning supplies, unless you plan to have someone spray you professionally. I have found the best results for ME are to do a couple to a few coats of ProTan the night before a show and the morning of apply a coat of JanTana Ultra 1. This stuff is DARK, it goes on a mahogony color. It dries quickly and will last a few shows. I spent about $60 on my tanning stuff (compared to $90-125 for a professional spray tan per show) and it will last at least 2-3 comps. Do not tan your face. EVER. It looks awful. Just get a dark foundation, a couple shades lighter than your tan and use bronzer. Looks more natural!
  • Along with tanning you want your skin to be exfoliated. I have in the past used the JanTana skin prep but I learned at the seminar I went to that you can use SUGAR, and from what I hear it works better than anything else. Shower, turn the water off and use about 1/2 cup of sugar, rub it all over and keep rubbing until it dissolves. Rinse off. Repeat every day the week you start tanning. I will do this next Monday until Friday! Can't wait to try it out!
  • You need to register for the show (two weeks in advance at the latest), and you need to get your Athlete card (whether its NGA or NPC or another organization). Some shows will allow you to purchase the cards on show day!
  • Shoes. VERY important. They have to be clear, 4-5 inch heels. No platforms
  • Bikini Bite. Also very important. This glues your suit to you so that you don't have anything popping out to say hello!
  • Hair/Makeup is so crucial, it all plays into your stage presence and overall look. Make sure you don't do anything crazy right before a show. No major hair cuts or colors that might affect your confidence. I always wear mine down, with loose curls. Makeup should be stage makeup, more dramatic than what you normally wear but you don't want it too overpowering. I tend to play up my eyes and leave the lips soft with a little color but lots of shine. EYELASHES are a must. Be sure to bring hairspray, curling iron, and a brush or whatever you may need for touch ups with you.
  • I like to have my hair done and most of my makeup applied before checking in that morning, gives me one less thing to stress out about. Two less things I guess! ;)
  • Jewelry. I always wear my wedding band with a pretty bracelet and some bling earrings. With Bikini I may wear more than one bracelet but you do want to make sure that it goes with your suit.
  • Vaseline, listen... when you are dehydrated and you are on stage for who knows how long and you are smiling the ENTIRE TIME your lips tend to stick to your dry teeth. Making your smile look a little freaky. I have pics to prove it. I learned to put Vaseline on my teeth just before heading out so that doesn't happen. Best. Advice. Ever.
  • You want some kind of oil to give you just a little shine on stage. In the past I have always used PAM cooking spray. It worked great for Figure but for bikini they don't want you so shiny so I am looking for something as we speak.
  • Something easy to slip in and out of that won't wreck your tan. A lot of girls wear robes around backstage. I usually wear a pair of loose pants (loose and baggy cotton pants) and a zip up jacket. Easy on, easy off.
  • A pair of flip flops to wear around back stage
  • A towel to sit on
  • I always bring my Ipod so that I can relax and clear my mind
  • You want to have your meals prepared and packed for the show day
  • water for sipping
I am sure there are a million other things I could list. Little things but these are the most important. I learned a couple of little "tips" at the seminar last week. One of the most common problems we girls come across when competing is the water splotches on our tan from using the bathroom. UGH right? Well it was recommended that we get a paper cup, cut out the bottom and use it like a funnel, no water spots, no splashing... NO TOUCHUPS... brilliant!

Any of you have any additional tips/tricks to add???


Sunday, September 11, 2011

God Bless America!


I have struggled with whether or not to post anything today. I have written/unwritten a post countless times. I could tell you where I was, and what I was doing and how this day affected me personally but I think that all I need to say is that I don't believe that there was one person that was not affected by this tragedy. It hangs heavy on my heart and I believe it always will. I am thankful to live in this country. I am thankful for my husband for serving our Country, and I am thankful for all those men and women who fight for our freedom every day. Let us not forget. Let us also appreciate Firefighters and police officers who risk their lives every day to help others. God Bless America!

Friday, September 9, 2011

Vogue...

HOWDY!

I know your all DYING to know... the tooth is out. BIG SIGH OF RELIEF. After gagging at her every time she talked to me for an entire day she was playing outside when suddenly the tooth was sitting on her lip. I can only imagine how hilarious it was when she looked at her cousin and said "I sink my toof fell out" through gritted teeth. Oh the joy that little sweet pea brings to my life!

Until the next one.....

I met with my posing coach today and we figured out my posing routine. I feel SO MUCH BETTER now I just have to practice. I have hit my poses at least 200 times today. I walk into a room with my sexy swagger and pose, pose, pose (vogue)! Ha ha... my husband is going to think I have lost my mind. I have to get them nailed into my brain. I am so afraid that out of habit I will walk out and nail my figure poses instead of the bikini poses. Wouldn't that be embarrassing? Now the joy of wearing my stripper shoes while I vacuum, wash dishes and sweep... in my sweats! Hot, I know! Just the hour I wore them today my arches were cramping up. Owie! Must get re-acquainted with them :)

I finally ordered my suit today too. It honestly has been so hard for me to really decide on one but this one I just kept coming back to. I will show you... but not yet! I just feel like it is me! I can't wait to get it. I HOPE it fits okay.. two weeks to go! Whoop!

Thursday, September 8, 2011

Stage Fright!

I think this has been the busiest week I have had in a very very long time. I feel so guilty that I have been gone so much. My husband gets home and I leave... and don't return until 9 pm. Its killing me. Tonight is the last night I will be doing that to him, I swear!!! ;)

I have been busy with fun things though. Tuesday night I went to Boot camp with my sister, Wednesday night I went to a competition/posing seminar hosted by Sandy Hancock of Body By Sandy. That was probably the best thing I could have done in this prep. I woke up Wednesday morning feeling really "blah". It should be my TOM although last month it never came and this month I spotted for a few days last week and now... nothing... (don't worry, I am NOT pregnant). Its probably a combination of diet, exercise and the birth control pills I am on. Anyway, I woke up feeling achy, bloated, you know just crappy. I felt like I had gained 10 pounds over night. I felt like I was no where near ready for a stage in *gasp* less than three weeks. I DID NOT want to get up in my bikini in front of who knows how many other competitors and pose. I DID NOT want to do it. So I did what I felt better about doing. I wore biker shorts and a sports bra, HA! Take that wanna be TOM!

I am SO nervous you guys. I have done what... SEVEN comps but it has been over a year since I stepped on that stage. AND... this time the posing is SO different. We will be doing a 3 point walk. OH MY GOSH! I am just used to walking to the middle of the stage, posing, turning, posing and walking off. Eeeeeeeeeeeeeks! It will be okay. It will be okay! IT WILL, won't it???

So to finish off my crazy week tonight I have a bridal shower for my cousins fiance! I haven't met her yet so I am looking forward to that, plus I get to see my sisters again! BONUS!

And just in case you all were dying to know.... the drama queen in the house has yet another loose tooth... only this one.... this one practically falls out every time she talks, which is pretty dang disgusting. I actually gagged this morning when she was talking to me. She refuses to touch it though. I swear... I would just like to take her to the dentist and say pull out ALL baby teeth, lets get this over with.

Sunday, September 4, 2011

Labor Day Weekend in photos

WARNING: This will be a picture heavy post. I have to share my weekend, in photo's!


Lamb's Canyon

Lamb's Canyon

A beautiful Moon!

Shelli with Franz, the Bear!

Shontell with Mr. Franz!

I had to have a snuggle too!

A tree that was FULL of shoes. Dying to know the story behind this

I couldn't resist the beautiful colors in this shot!

Perfect photo op!

A "friendship" tree

Just some pretty flowers...

Being silly with my sisters. I love how fun they are!

Shelli, trying to hit my poses and me... creating some new ones?

My silly sisters!

Just loved the colors here too!

Park City views. Breathtaking!

On a little "hike"

More colors!

More views!

Happy ME... loving this time with them!

Ha ha ha... this is a European thing I taught them!


I feel refreshed, rejuvenated, full of life, energy and.... oh what the heck, I am exhausted!!!!!!!!!!!

I had a terrific weekend in Park City, Ut with two of my sisters. We always have a great time together, we laugh, we cry, we do it all! There is nothing like our time together. We talk about anything and everything, we laugh so hard we cry (or wheez if your Shontell), we trip over air, suddenly speak a language that only WE can understand, and we get our words so MIXED up that if anyone was eavesdropping they would think we were crazy. I love it. I love them. I love our time together!

Thank you two for the amazing weekend! I look forward to the next one, and the next and the next! :) Love you!

Thursday, September 1, 2011

Big brother, and my sisters

This morning I started my day off with some egg whites and broccoli, then I headed to the gym to work shoulders and catch the Body Combat class (I seriously LOVE this class). I came home thinking I would be starving and ready for lunch but I wasn't. I had a little snack and caught up on Big Brother. Can I just say how happy I am that Rachael and Jordan won Veto? I don't love Rachael but I do love Jordan! I also watched my soap and headed out to mow the lawn. It was getting pretty long, and I was in the mood to get a little sun and the weather today is honestly GORGEOUS! I then decided that my tree's were getting too long and needed to be trimmed, so I did just that! I feel like I got another workout :) Tonight I am headed to a Boot Camp class that is taught by a friend of mine, I went on Tuesday and it kicked my butt. I will take it! Busy day!

Well, I won't be able to post until next week. Why? Well since you asked its because I am leaving tomorrow for a girls weekend with two of my sisters. I am SOOOOOOOOOOOO excited. There is never a shortage of laughs, we have THE BEST time together and I won't be far. Just in Park City, we are going for Swiss days. I have never been, nor am I crafty but my sisters are both amazing. This is why I hang out with them. I pretend to "help" them make stuff and come home with some cute things ;)

We head out tomorrow night and will return on Sunday afternoon. I will take loads of pictures and hopefully run into some old friends while I am there. My only fear... staying on my diet. My hotel has no fridge in the room so I am going to prep as much as I can and take a cooler and hope that helps. I will also take my blender so I can continue enjoying my protein shakes. Obviously I will be able to get a salad or something if we go out, even egg whites so I won't go overboard but I would like to be prepared just in case! I know that food is always going to be a challenge especially when you are surrounded by people who aren't eating the way you are. BUT... I am up for it. If I can make it through this weekend staying true to my diet I can do anything! Wish me luck!

Wednesday, August 31, 2011

Sore, Tired and Grumpy!

I had the BEST breakfast. It was better than I could have imagined. I usually try these great new things and end up thinking they taste like a sponge, I usually HATE the texture, and wish I didn't waste my favorite ingredients on it. Not this time. I found the recipe on Peanut Butter & Jenny and changed it just a little for me, cut it from 1/2 C oat flour to 1/3 C Oat flour but left everything else the same. I topped it with about 1 Tbsp Almond butter and some sugar free syrup. It was heaven. Exactly what I NEEDED this morning. Felt like a treat! I am sure I will be having this again, and again, and again :)

*update: I actually made this one more time today. I way over did it on my carbs but I really just couldn't get it off my mind. I left off the almond butter! Still delish!

Yesterday was terrific. I feel so good. I went to the gym in the morning and did my stepmill cardio routine, it took about 40 minutes and I was SWEATING like a maniac. I was drenched. Felt amazing. I came home and showered, got semi ready for the day, took the dog to get his shots, did some laundry, ran to Michael's to get a few items for my attempt at being crafty (pics may or may not get posted, we will see how it turns out), then I picked up the kids from school. Last night a friend of mine invited me to a Boot Camp class. Its free for the next two weeks so I asked my sister if she wanted to join me. I was thrilled that she said yes! It was AWESOME. Again, another sweat session, another heart pounding workout. Just what we both needed I think. Looks like we will go again on Thursday. Here's to two a days! :) My body is so sore that I ended up taking today off from the gym. I wish now that I had at least gone to my favorite body combat class but honestly, my legs are SO sore from the last two days. I also slept like absolute crap last night. Dumb dog. Anyway, today was my rest day. Tomorrow I will kill it!

I also blame my grumpies on the fact that I skipped the gym today. For some reason I have just felt off. I did however get a lot of cleaning done. And a couple of crafts. I can't wait for tonight, the hubby gets home and I am sure to sleep good again!